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COLOR OF ROSE (poems)



COLOR OF ROSE

Once the rose had nothing
Only an existence not having
Separate entity
No flower was of this name

And then some one with love
Put it to the bulk of hair
And the rose is then
Filled in with smell

May be none knows of it
That the rose had no color

And then with love some one
Give it to his fiancé’s hands
And so surprising
The petals and leafs had color

When the turmoil in love came
The horn came to rose
And haunted the heart crucially.









THE MOST BEAUTIFUL GIRL
(NEVER HAD I TALK TO HER)

Glance without stop I had
Superb, moonlighted damsel
Am I sustained loss
To some extent;

The soft girl
The body covered with
Package of beauty
A little regret I had
So near, but not seen
Feels to tell you
That so near I am to you
Side by side and with generosity
No, not need to love
Only a state
Stare to me once

Tell me at least once

But nothing is done

Tired body
And to the room I came
Feel some good
Some not good, bad
Or a middle of both feeling
Your eyes, soft stare
Have meaning or no
Of my aggrieved love
Am I bewildered
In the air without movement?

Passed moment
Time and long time to think you
The unlimited beauty you have
In your chin, the end of dress
Wide legs like lotus leaf;

May be you were a bit hesitation
Or may not be at all
Surely the eyes of unknown
Have not embarrassed you;

Awaiting being deprived of hope yet
No scope to express
As no reason is not there
How much shameless
A man can, when he is
Not attacked with illness

Heart does not bears limitation
Breaks barrier again and again
The mind wants your attachment
To stand face to face
To you the most beautiful girl
The world’s most beautiful damsel
Delighted I became
Seeing me to your shadow
My mind bells like pot
With enchanting sound
But you are not there
I remain out of look
In your sharp eyes
While the moment of leaving
Oh! Its a sorrow
I have never talked
To the most beautiful girl ever.






















THE SONG OF SORROWS

Human body, dream, inner concept
And everything of the dream
Walks and some sees back
Walks again leaving lots of sorrows

The body of sorrow
Taking on to the lap
Walks hither and thither
The roses are downtrodden under feet
Walking throughout the night
The traveller is tired
And yet walks again
And again hears the urban sound

Like an wound bird
Walking we are also
With soft heart bearing sorrow
All young driven with sorrow
Yet the amazing song
To go back again
To the resort of decoration.









LOAD OF THE LOST MEMORY

Thou me that great man
The enchanting hears of women
Awaits for whom for decades.

Thou me the great man
To call me as father
Many daughters are waiting
Proceeding hands to the heaven door
And the sons
To call me father
Wants my succession
To the world of heroes

Thou me that great man
For whom in the speed of time
The nation waits for times eternal
They want to see only me
To the centre of thousands
With delighted call

Thou me that great man
A dream flower Vass is kept
For me slowly in the resort of existence
And beyond knowledge
A golden tree is grown slowly

Thou me that great man
A front forwarding sacred boat
Dazzles of the planets
Blessed with love of thousands
And enormous mercy from the creator
And that in the light of stars
By the sides of road row of trees
That remains in the reach of sight


Thou me that great man
And my existence is as ice cold happiness
Lived in affection of sister
Being pride of mother and father also

Thou me that great man
Who is discussed in the crowd of the city
Thou me the red, blue, green and yellow
Light and me the in animate materials
Having influence more of technology
As I overcome the technique

Thou me that great man
Being the body of love afflicted lips
Of girl remains in touch  window grills
Of the upper stair of the residence

Thou me that great man
Time and space bows to whom
All the prides
Joined the outfall of  rivers
And I am the Irresistible flow
In the source of the same
I am the tide with crash of lust
Flaming fire in front of mouth
I am the delighted bee lightened
And I am the attraction detraction
And that grows in the first love

I am mixed of black and cuckoo
Mountain, field wide
Grass and air and sky

Thou me that great man
That fire never touches him
And to the flood and epidemic
Never been his existence neglected

I am sustained and changing
And advance to the first and fail
An easy answer to before
Thousands of questions

To say the true
I am the evolution

Thou me that great man
Touching whom the seasons
Get their pride
The cold becomes more cold
And the heat of the forest conflagration
Never makes him tired
Thou me that great man
Never the world was embarrassed
With whom and me that great man
Crowd to touch his hands
Thousands of eyes are to him beloved

Thou me that great man
Rose has never touched in shame
No sin to him he thinks
And waiting for the heaven
Fulfilling the pot of virtue

Thou me that great man
Who makes an assimilation
Of verses and black cats in one yarn
And all the complex glands of life
Week to him with their innate shame.















CONFESSION

Much more than
The reach of your touch
Much more wide than your idea
Whom you nourished
And now gone out of reach
With your loving touch

Love! so complex a chemical
That makes the neglected great

Don’t you be surprised?

Don’t you feel much attachment
When you see
Head of a young man
Is on the high of all and that is
with your beauty, life, touch and smell
On the head is sky, stars
Blue of the every where
Leaving all those
The proud head tells only to you
Love still now
May be more than before
And you are responsible for it
So I want to give you
The price of love

How to pay the price of love?

No question
Understand only seeing my obliged face
That I am your obedient.












FORGIVE HAVE KINDNESS

If after leaving the bed any day
In the morning you are to my door
And standing
Very silently I shall be to you
And take all complaints
With an abstract glance
Without hesitation your hand
In proceed I shall take
To my hands
And that day in the soft morning
When tears in my eyes
Like dew on the grass
And that will fall in your mind
If Think
I know how to love
Then have some kindness
And forgive me.













INDULGENCE IN SPRING

Give your hands to my hands
Simple, no hesitation, snow white
Showered with moon light
A piece of weightless substance
Of life

Light hands of you
Like lemon leaves
But with strong wind in
And so the windows of existence
Have been opened

Washed with powered moonlight
Your body is like white rap
And I keep my eyes
Up to the limit of sight

It makes not in arrange
Like the silvery stars
I lost my memory
The luxury of spring
Without love.








ONLY YOU ARE NOT THERE

This is nothing new
The enmity with you

Like the drying red rose
In flower Vass on the table
The conflict, quarrel and anger
Of whole life, debate
Not concluded all remains

To loss you and to make you sorry
Or to make you defeated
With number of hits
A piece of untold feelings
A piece of black cloud, gloomy air
In small rounds at the heart
Only to suck the essence of retaliation

War with you continues
day-night, night-day
Moving like a river
That flows with never stop
So skill practice I had
To throw an arrow aimless
I have conflict with you only
And that to sustain you loss
But in the dark I search
I have anger, anguish, grieve
Only you are not there.


NO ATTACHMENT

Nothing you will get calling me
I shall never touch
The hands of a damsel
Offended I am, strongly offended

And you are laughing and thinking
This will be melted like ice
Let the night be deep
All the disobedience strong
Will wipe out like camphor

But not it is true for day
At least, may be had once
The wall of passion
Broke once again and again
And the time was like this
You won the time.

But today I have owned
No hope for you
In this tremendous game
My life is on the poison pot
And see the undefeated
Me at the fallen on ground.






STANDING ON THE DEFEATED LAND

Know thy, the place where I am standing
Just at that place I was defeated.
Oh! What a bare defeat it was
All my body trembles when think

Not this is part of history
The sad appearance of my father
The ill time of loss and being destitute
That twenty years of defeat
I can not forget even
All were the diary of helplessness

And me now standing
On the desired platform
Having lots of light around me
Nothing will happen
If anybody does not care me
It’s a different taste of life in full

Star dazzles in the eyes of damsels
Who does not want an attractive male
Never the winner has the gloomy face
Not even when the moonlight is sharp.







SOUNDSLESS EXISTENCE OF YOU LIKE DEW

White milk colored girl
Remaining in the existence
Of feeling in me
The sweat like diamond
At the end of chin
And some more
At the end of below nose

How far the man will go
You had been worried for this
So you can’t pick rose bud
With your milk white hand

You had never been beyond hesitation
Always defeating to the life
The weight of love
Unused wealth left behind
In the show case of youth
Only the white nomadic duck
Grown in and grows in.









THE SMELL OF EXISTENCE

The petals of flower gave you
And the scent of soil wet
Through whole life
Still to me, have smell

Still remaining as I was
The tremendous tremble
In existence
Never the love pure is lost
But you can’t know
For your pride of beauty.



















THE ATTRACTION OF ROOT

Before going to bed
My dear wife, arrange all luggage
We shall be out
Before going dark of the morning

Let the kids sleep
And then start work
The youngest will remain to your lap
With nipples of your breast
The elder one you sent to me
He will sleep
If I tell the story of our
Caretaker government

Dresses of parents, wears of sisters
Dresses of neighbours
All the things we purchased for all
See, not to make mistake to take
Of course its a big burden on you

We need to go every year
But a difference this year
No government in the country
The time is so disastrous
Yet the roots calls
Grabs again and again from back
The yarn so planted deep of life
Attracts crossing the time limit
An eternal flow of life
And that calls weak and dirty sound.














NOT ALL THE EYES SAY

Language is not apparent in all eyes
Not in all eyes stars dance
Not the glance of all eyes are true
That wants immature light of youth

Not all the eyes say
All the women do not have language
Of love
So remains some of them far from me
All women do not have pure love

None is lost of hope
Yet the rules do not apply
May be all disparity with me
Or nothing of these all
Absolute drought inside, big desert
And abandon mist
Spreads mystery in outside.












VERSES FOR ADOLESCENCE

Don’t be nasty
And don’t make you lost
Not the licence is still in your hand
For doing all these

Think of the tired face of father
Sweating body of mother
Returning from the office
The liabilities and burden
To the tired eyes of brother

Thinking in mind
Why the arrow of complaints
Are all towards you?

You will be the woman, the earth
Sources of all inspirations, awareness
All the glands of the world
Will come to meet yours
And will stop under your feet
You will be the center of rotation
All will be happy surrounding you
All breaks will be repaired
All disparity will get
Parity among them

You will be Draupadi
The instance of chastity
Endless night flowing you will be
You will be mother and sister
Or the fiancés or center
You will be the eternal
The places of all homage

Remain steady when
We shall coming to you
The watch stick will be static
The flow of honey in you
The soft lust is source of that
And all the wants are surrounding you.




KEEP HANDS ON MY HANDS

Keep your hands on my hands
Thousands of hesitation are in you
And that I know
Yet a helpless surprise plays
So the love
The best gift of the Creator

Keep your hands on my hands
Trembling are created
By unknown surprise inside
Abstract calamity comes
Within the fitness
Becomes warmth
The eyes become unclear

Keep hands on my hands
Nothing you can tell
The eternal woman
I do not also understand
The signal is of what
How much the desire
Or it is too much.








I DON’T KNOW ANY FERDOUSI

Who is Ferdousi?
The question from my wife
She tells she does not know
Anybody of this name, but
How could she be known to me
And the address of her
Was in my diary

I tell how it is
My diary to Ferdousi is an absurdity
I don’t know anybody of this name
Then is it that
The poet had talk to me
in the night.
















THE BEAUTIFUL WIFE OF FRIEND

Must be the man is lucky
So beautiful wife he could have
Most intelligent is my friend
Always resembles laugh in face
Never tells everything to anybody

Let’s go to travel
I told him one day
And he tells not today
Do it for another day
I become a bit doubtful
Is it that I have been exposed?


















EVERYTHING NEEDS CHANGE

This torn domestic environment
Surroundings of wall and all these
Unorganized things
Shall have to be changed
The modern we want and with same
Courage you will be by my side

Let’s go forward, let’s buy
some theory, some posters
From the market of democracy
And then be revolutionary
Without sight of all

But not these are solution
For the time being protection
A false hope, devil illness in
And the belief is not acceptable.













WE HAD BEEN TOGETHER IN DEPRESSED MOONLIGHT

(To my wife, with support
of whom I came up to this point)

So weak your memory is
How it would be to forget so early
Many discussion, surroundings are hot
They talk about us

The rural way, trees, little dark
Dense forest in far with locust
And to more far
The village, you see, are lying
And you told one
That with the light of heart
Everything is clear, dark is far
I caught your hand on that day
Coming from the grave of hesitation
Can you remember
In a gloomy moonlight
We had been together.









NO PAGE IN PERSONAL BOOK
(To Munni)

She is a girl straight tall
Gentle cold breeze follows around
The world is amazed with
Resonance of the air
With the clear blue sky
In the heart

Easily she mixed with crowed
Thousands of ray ringed together
No Interest! No page in personal book.



















THE DAYS I PASSED


I can not tell all in my verse
How sweet were the days passed
Row of coconut tree through thin way
In far playing flute of cowboy
That makes bold connotation

The scent unparallel I get
The silent makes me restless
My mind are caught with dew wet grass

Yet I can’t go back
This city attracts me like demon
And so in the own world of space
The memory becomes tears of eyes.















THIS IS NOT MY WORLD

This world of disparity is not of me
Then who is me, where to stay or go
No need of hearing the word of consolation

Now it is our daily experience
To live without food men
By the side of bulk of dead  body
Of helpless man and
Business in the name of
Hunger, thirst, disease and death
Are going on

A peculiar football like fish
The companies of  business
Price hiking are continuous
For the fate of helpless
No representative they have

So funny! the seller is now buyer
Then why this fun!
Be straight and tell
This world is not for you
You are cursed and that is for hell.







NO LOSS IF VERSES ARE NOT WRITTEN

Nothing loss will happen
If I don’t write poems
Yet that I write
Logic is absent everywhere
And I decided in the game of this
Not having rule I shall take my share

Nothing will happen
If I don’t write verses
All these are ashes
None have time to read
None have time to hear my philosophy
Yet I am careful to save my diary

Of course a little there is
If verses are not written
And that is ailment
If I don’t write verses
Nothing will happen to anybody
But my fitness is necessary for me.










NO END

The space opposite to window
Grilled and then a space
And then your lips

I can’t reach you overcoming
These number of obstacles
The decaying time
Damages the skeleton of existence
My sights becomes unclear
And then becomes a barrier of mist
The inside one can’t be aware
With close attachment of loving season

Yet you remain standstill
In your wide space of mind
I had to go
All the flowers of garden
Dried remaining bud in you
With the hope of my coming.











LOVE NEEDS LONLINESS

Many places there are in this town
Where desolation created
Separate world with its own rule
Our heart once touched the silence
And that day the softest hand
Of the world were more nearer
To take the trembling load of love

I can not remember the day
Only thing I can remember
Is that your face milk-white and silky
The unknown stare of love
Deep as if the first mist of the world
And there is me and my body

Still you are
With those arms, eyes, stare
But not having the moonlight
Of the day
We ate lost in the crowed of city
Each in search of other
In wrong address
Like love depressed
With will bewildered.






NO TITLE

1.

And again you told that you love
What is love my dear! What is love?
Your dress, earthen pots
Fried dish with delicious food
And a little something more.

2.

Bird of this love shall
Fly away when the night is end
Yet so much madness;

Keep on my head
And in the heart
And slowly say
That’s me of you.












NEVER SHALL I TELL THE NAME

With so much neglect you are laughing
As I have defeated to my luck
I shall never tell the name
I have decided in my mind of own

Heaps of stone are filled in heart
And I step forward leaving habitation
I am afraid, if you come to my front
I don’t fear to tell that
I have only fear of that

In the estuary you make me
Unarranged as the tidal air
Are you truly like that
The will of attachment
Is only with you
You understand but pretends
You have not, out of fear.












THE SONG OF MOVEMENT

You have rose in hand
And
In my hand weapons

A dress I want
For that child with no dress

You have black color in your eyes
And
I have spear in my hands

Some food I want for the
Old woman you see

You have red color in your foot
And
I have dangerous arms

If not the sorrows are away
Then remember
This I am going to the war field.









NO BREAD FOR GOD

Had many food there
And who came first
Ate to their contents

And then came some
They also ate to their contents
And expressed sound of satisfaction

And at last
A group of needy middleclass came
They ate to their full hunger
Everything, bones, skeleton of fishes
Rotten rice and dirty water

And at last God came
Then there was not even a bread
For Him.













FERDOUSI IS HIS NAME

He was a poet
No doubt to tell, he was a great poet
Greater than anything, generosity
But the life is actual Vacant
Nothing remains in it

When it is deep night
I remember you, the epic writer
And his name is Ferdousi.





















DISPARITY

I wish to see you and so
I move to a wrong way and back
We have not in one way

I weep willingly
If you can hear, but your ears
All closed, heard nothing

Walk I with no aim
If you think a mad, if you love
But nothing happens

I come back
Love and hatred are left
By the side of road
And nothing could be told to you.














MEANINGLESS

The sheets of poems are closed
While morning
After writing throughout night
I sleep and the
Poems are all awakened
Lets the poems be alive
Decades after decades
The poems do not understand this

My all sorrows
Those smell like rose
Blue like water of Bosphorus
It laughs out of sight
I hear the sound of laugh
I became drunkard
But all these can’t be told to all

I get sleep
And sheets of verses
Remains by the side of pillow
For a couple of sleepless night
No logic I find for this depression
And you love with no knowledge
Nothing is meant by it.






TIME AND SPACE

No end of pride with your birth
Oh! The great man
You gave the share of space
Where we take breath freely
Everyday we fifteen crore people

We are proud of you
Our heads are high enough
To the world, and me
My coming generation
All are with bright luck
The have appeared to the
Free and independent state

I can’t tell
If I could be a brave soldier
I have not seen the war
But feel in my existence
The heat of your blood, I tell
That my little bird’s chest
At a moment becomes
Body of whale
I mind to destroy everything
When I feel any deception anywhere

These all are from you
We have nothing than to be grateful
The flag given by you
Is flying in the sky of my country
I feel comfort
That we have our own capital
We need not require to see
The capital city of others

Without any worry
I have been grown up
In the land given by you
My parents were not afraid
They were not worried for me
You brought the boundary line
For the country and life
There is no area of subjugation
No discipline it has, nothing it owns
And so no existence it has
Vagabond, ill-lucked, no discipline
It has, everything is indiscipline

You gave the solution of these
With your great wide chest
And so our worries are wiped out
at the sacred existence of you
All the evils you have taken to you
Having no hesitation
And so this world of peace
Is for us always.





WHAT I WANT TO YOU

What is desired to you actually?
This conversation of each day
Starring without stop
Meaningless discussion long
Passing time with lame excuse

My God! It is a shame to think
You understand everything
But never open your lips

This is also a type of love
Or tell it to be song of silence
Thanks to you
That you have not seceded
I understand
Many of the things are
Very negligible to patience of woman

Sitting together without love
Is much of sorrow than to
Not getting even after love
You are already advance in peace
Sometimes something becomes
Much more than love.






LYING ON YOU

Oh! The land of my forefathers
I am laying down on you
We are telling much about pollution lately

You laugh a little
And we never have seen it

You are bearing the heat of war
We find no logic of being restless
You absorb everything hesitation
Ailing sons has a number of problems

The rivers are dry
Soft liver is eaten by the insecticides
We are out to travel of death
Boarding on the vehicle of life

The area was under
Hispanic control of youth
Now all of them are hidden
The threatened eyes of damsel
Still in search of them
Being afraid of cruelty
The responsibility of education is
Under control of shopkeepers

The licence of art is now
In the pocket of broker
Autocracy is of different mark
The whole world bears the same picture
And your existence is tired
Seeing all of these.












WE COULD NOT RETURN

The night on which we returned
The dazzling light of red, blue
Of a little town
Were on the water flow of river
In rural area surrounding
Moonlight was a little gloomy
Had the sharp silence of nature
Was more than other nights!

I could not remember the reason
What made me more sorrowful?
The load on me of commitment
Left to the fiancé
Or the dear faces I left

May be none of these
A cruel attraction of other planet
Caught to her own belongings
Taking all elements of my existence

And now many days passed
Passing the surprise of
Abstract moment in numbers
I stood here in unknown light
When, I don’t know
And here the yellow is not yellow
The blue is not in its own color

How this my own motherland is!

Had I been under shadow of love
Of some wrong persons
So many nights I passed
like a blind man
In search of a human hand
That was unfit to touch
Or how such large number of persons
Could forget everything at a time
And never we were able to return
In such a soft evening.




WE ARE TWO ON DEPRESSED BOAT

Now we are towards up
Are you a bit melancholy
In this God created light and dark?

You bear loneliness in your chin
And that is of so many nights
The frustration of having not having
The wastage  of tiredness in my eyes
The ancient man with filth of life

Whichever it may be
I shall not tell anything
May be this the rule unwritten

All are busy with owns
Yet you want to know
How much you are in my heart
How much near like sad space.












DIALOGUES

[Subinoy is a modern boy with all modern etiquettes. He wears skin tight Jins, long hair up to back having ribbon bind at the neck, not shaved clean, appears to be terrible, have reputation as a play boy.
Sujata a middle class family sophisticated girl. She had an aristocrat expression in her face]

Subinoy:
Now we have only one sky for us
We see only one moon, one sun
and only one destination
In that sky of us

Sujata:
We breathe in the same atmosphere
Day after night is regular for us
We stand on one earth
We stay in a confirmed destination

Subinoy:
Everyday or some of the days
I see you
Like a star alone but dazzling
You are as stone, but luminous
You are cloud but transparent
Like water, you nothing to say
Always, but presence of you
Like spring with flowing sound
You are tired, yet complete with life
And the light of which
Comes out of you enormously

Sujata:
I have not seen the jeweller any
But I think myself to be a jeweller
I think you are that person
In search of whom
All labours of gold mines of South Africa
Even after digging throughout the life
Will never be able to find you
And it is you and you

Subinoy:
My whole world now is in you
And that me is unable to think otherwise
Now the red, black, green and all colors
All are same to me
In fact I don’t see anything with concept
And that in exception of you.

Sujata:
Tears come to my eyes for you
Again and again for nothing
And that has no reason
You had never been a pain to me
We have never given and taken
In between us and never it will be
Then why it is so painful to me
Is it for love, or the pain of not getting?

Subinoy:
Sacredness is very much less today
In my existence, the rush of sin
Make foams ugly everyday
I like you to such extent that
All good words are disliked by me
In fact you have kept me
Otherwise I would have been
In the prostitute many days before
I would drink rotten wine
And also do many other things
Sometimes I prone to drink bear
A little, what happens, many drink
And I shall be included
But I can not proceed further
I see your face in the air
So attractive, so kind and soft
No reason to be so emotional
Yet it is so for my love

You are my pride, sharp pain
Of deep night, fear of death
You bring end to drop of water
From the deep injury of my heart

I never mind of the defeat of life
Many failure and frustration of life
I think only
I am the sky, the air
All the water of the world is me
I am the peak of the mountains
I am the only able man
In which you can go to the deep

Sujata:
May be you are not very well today
Let’s go.

[Sujata went and the young man returns
and never they have been seen sit together]




















SOUND OF THE HEART

The situation, our surroundings
Social customs and tradition
Tells, never the heart tells anything

The culture and customs
The adverse domestic condition
Human nature and mind tell
In fact the heart never tells

Sounds raise from immorality
All the rotten and the record
Heart never tells anything.


















AT THE DOOR OF BELIEF

My beliefs and loves makes
Wriggling, sound like  yellow
Young ones of hens, they eat many
Moving with questions
Within the area of your sight

Not very bad the inattention of you
I jumped and jumped in a little court
Play funs like an innocent little girl
You were supposed to love seeing this
But never you laugh out of mind

I know everything
The neglected destination of you
To the screen of life
And that is the pride of you
A good employment, a successful husband
And made leading life with luxury
Proud future of you is burdened
With load of false dream
And all these has given you
A copied appearance of personality
In fact the pride with which
You give a fly to upward
Without knowing the meaning of these
And I became unable
To make you understand
So foolish you are
All these postures are valueless
Without and before knowing those
A rehearsal with no sound
Is happened in your silvery curtain.












A DIFFERENT BURN

Everyday I had talk with you
And I think is it a day-night all time
Love of you to me, I think
Is it? Question to you, or it is
Lifelong play of childhood
You See I have burnt my hand
Thinking of you in the evening
And I tell, is it!

Then why so restlessness in you
Illicit relation with other, neglect?
That can’t be told, do love and affection
With me, but the fear is that burn
Foe whom you made a
Place of all in your heart.















DALIA, NAME OF A FLOWER
[To Dalia]


In an innocent time I had a talk
With a girl and she was Dalia
Then in the grass of the garden
Dew drops were abandoned
Informing the symptom of a little cold

I walk in the city road indifferently
A sun-watch runs in the heart
I tell the name Dalia
But not being attentive to tell the name

I keep my hands on hands of Dalia
While I see dream at night
I keep my eyes to her eyes
Lips to upon her lips
And nose front touches her nose
I don’t know when and how
And before knowing it
Dalia wipes out from my sight

I think Dalia always silently
Inside there is tremendous fight
The soft delicate girl like depressed rose
Becomes more depressed
In the sun and shadow of the day
I become also sad for unknown sorrow
I don’t know whether it is for
Conflict in heart and for untold sorrow.














DYING TOGETHER WITH DECEASED HUSBAND

Thou proceed hands at your will
Catch my tired fingers of mine
Within your beloved palm
Might be the woman is like this
Or all these are my fault of ideas

God knows! I don’t think so far
May be levity! What goes on if
These are a little?
All are not tall for love only
Now I see everything upside down

The bees are humming
In the mobile phone near ears
Yet some leisure I get
And I become satisfied with you
The naughty girl, you have
A body of kindness

Let’s stop, or tears will come
You are a bit prone to weep
Surely all these are your style
Please don’t make short of my innings
Let for this time
Die with me.




REMAINING WITH YOUR BODY

My body remains on the bed alone
Still I search for the load
Human shame
You have gone leaving me
Show me that person unusual
That touches your heart

Do it the ocean of generosity
Burning hardship ends with hunger
Why the tornado terrible does not up
With the heart of the stone

My dear, don’t understand me
Not the body but with the bone of
Skeleton I am lying here.















NOTHING IN ORDER

A defeated lover I am
Also can tell me a bit shameless
The primitive man awake in
Becomes delighted seeing you
Is that the body more precious
Than the mind? I don’t know

Of course you let me understand
The stare of your black eyes
The arrows of neglect are to me
And you wear a silvery dress

Nothing fault of me a stupid
Can tell not to be avoided
I do too much for you
Again and again fall in love
No deception you can find
As not a hidden sly fox I am.












IN THE YARD OF YOUR FEELING

Night at the window
Night at the door, bed room
In the balcony by the side of room
And then the night has come in me
In the small yard of us

The night is at the Jalmahal
In the small road of the village
In the cave of Ajanta Ilora
And on primitive canvas of us
And also at the estuary of the river

The night is at the small bush
In the deserted house, large water area
In the broken cover of room
Of the helpless poor man
A little disordered night in the sky
And the night at the mirror of life

The night is at city night club
In the heart of writer and artists
In dockyard, in the pocket drunkard
Young man left out by the road side
And the night is at the den
Of the saint, so called

Night in cluster is on the neck of damsel
Delicate body and decorated hair
Those lying in the grave with much love
The dark of the deep night
Always play in the bone and brain of them
The comes to the shame of road side man

The night is on the platform of Shahid Minar
In the national memorial palace
Sacred grave of Lalon and in the theoretical
Complexity of Hason
And the night is on the number
Stone chest of  many sculpture

Some want to bring the night
In the eternal flame of life

The dark of night you see touched
The chest of tired thinker
With the thought of supernatural
Dark in lots in the bed of hospital
In the corner of the station room
There is night and the night has come
And touched the face of
The eager passenger.

The night has fallen to whole Karbala
In the shadow of Mommy in Pyramids
The night has fallen now
Every when and where
Now the dark of night
In all the stars of the city sky
The night has come and touched
The heart of the girl

The deep dark falls in dense forest
The big number of diverse leaves
Down with burden of mystery
The black of the dark surrounds more
Than the moonlight can do
The human concept awakes forming
Mountain in the depression of night

The easy spread of night
Through body of the sorrow
More than this a beauty unparallel
The luxury of night awakes in words
In the decorated design of future life
The beauty can’t understand
The impression of number of nights

Now the night is our inside
Hunger and thirst makes even complex
The night has fallen in small bird cage
And fallen in cave of some serpents
Delighted with satisfaction of shower
And the night not has fallen
Only to the yard of your perception.






RIDDLE

Humming but no honey there
Just a mysterious thing
It is delightful to think of
A land not known
And the knocking at the door
At the door

Opened the door and I found none
This unknown city is full of mystery
Cannot bring the riddle
So complex under my concept.





EXPLANATION OF DARK

The endless dark comes to grasp me
I am a new hunter of life
And I am highly overwrought of passion
The sword in hand not seen
Cut the body of the dark.




TARGET

The desired poem of the early age
Had to come to youth
To write
Then where to go
To write the poem of youth?










THE DREAM BOY

A boy moves around inside a man
Tells a little and then lost
Some can know and some do not
Thinks, how the helpless is
The boy in the dream
Oh! the boy of dream
Where is your destination?

Some asks and some stares
The answer is not known
Yet the dream boy thinking something
Moves his head in sharp play

Some thinks to be neglect
Obstinate, proud and may be a little true
But having no time to compare
After ending the sun bath
He returns to home with all

A life of hardship
The closed eyes of the boy
Searches the relation with tired life
The nearest once tells him slowly
To remain by side, catch hand
Accept and see the body blood and flesh

The nails as remains in end of finger
Rightly like you some others
Have moved away like you
With pains in life

The dream boy has thousands of question
In his eyes aimless
Yet waits endless, tells nothing
The grey hair in cluster on head
Silent revolt moves in head
Yet making continues the broken
One tied, the unrest time
Erects the tired body with endeavour

None calls and tells no more
Will you accompany the
Funeral procession of the dream boy
The gloomy face, blackish tired eyes
The bird with arrow shock
In the shadow of life.

Oh! yet the mind wants you to stay
For a moment, life is one
And not this time is to go.










THE SOLDIERS WERE WALKING TO THE WAY OF DEATH

It is true that the time was restless
Yet in sometimes load of own thought
Is to bear and thinking this
Some tired hunter
More restless in side in hidden
And for nothing searched way
To disappear

The fact is that
The death was behind them walking
Or may be they were walking
Through the way of death
Or none becomes willing to go
Life wants to save
And death wants to destroy.














THE CARAVAN OF LABOR TO HOME

The face of many with no food
And the procession of hunger
Raises everyday, we pass away
A slow indifferent look
I can’t stop, me also have own work

Going through this way
Keeping touch with the urban life
The opposite way of life
The civilization proceeds slowly
The wealth of youth inside life
Makes the watch hand sounds
And the night in deep comes

Again the morning and
Again the same movement
Walk through procession of hungry face
Misdeeds appears to some faces
Of solvent persons
I have no time to see this
I am in a hurry, today is Sunday

Silent caravan of labours everyday
Comes to their homes in such way
Some are to home and some
Leaving the home absorbs in
Sound of life, no thought of time.



MOONLIGHT OF COINCIDENCE

Oh! The tide of men in the way of city
The boundary of sky touches
The unlimited space on the head
And over much more
The luck plays in large
A collision between belief
And no belief makes the wall
Of existence trembling
And these are all casual
So no attention to these

I walk and may be you also
In your own town
The sun is there, day is full of light
Thousand of head are towards up
Wants to touch the unlimited
The way of golden prospect
The tide of life is full of shout
The crowd is over crowded

Yet the mind touches the
Body of pain
In unknown situation the human arts
Are to bring with vast expansion
You touch and me also
And the body of the girl soft
Remains alone back
With the load of life of such touch
Yet I feel slow and slow more
Be quiet the budding desire
The simple girl is not yet shouting
The moonlight which was
In the first sight
Still its whole is in touch of your chin
Or full moon night ending the time
Left it with no desire inside
And the raft of moonlight coincidence
Has been sailed to any end.






RIVER NAMED SANDHAYA

Broken river bank in front
Water flow of tide, some time ebbs
I see everyday sitting in the evening

Crossing the limit of constant time
Minds targets another destination
You damsel
I see you in the river water
You can do everything
Where is not are you in the world

Soft evening comes
The veils of the mist of nature
Comes more slowly, very slowly
Life appears in the drops of dew

Am I the most unhappy man
In the world loving you

Helpless remaining
To the sense of youth
You can take full hands
If you want
Not the immortality
Give the normal love
I am a man of blood and flesh
I am saint after loving

I had many talks with you alone
In countless evening
Remaining by the side of the evening
A lot of not having
Joined with each morning evening
And that never makes me fit for you
Tidal water slopes both banks
Draws to the ocean in down flow
I tremble, may be something unnatural
Will come and tell me catching hands
I am also equal to the crowd of men.





LOVE AND LANGUAGE

In fact there is no language of love
Yet it tells in different languages
Lovers talk in countries
Talks they who are willing to love

We talk each other
Is it possible to tell all
Of the heart to anybody
So much talk we do yet it appears
A lot are remaining yet to say

The dumb tells, he has also language
In love, though difficult to understand
Yet another who can’t speak
Understands him well with her love always

The saints also says
The lover knowing dark of night tells
All the flowers of the garden
Became aware with aware to hear

Some valueless talks also held in love
No meaning these have got
Yet day and night we became
Eager to hear these love talk

The budding flower talks
She is ashamed of her love language
The butterflies does not get limit
Hearing such language of love
These language of love has given
Him the satisfaction of love.
Talks the grass and dew
In the dark of night they talk
If the heat of the day
Wipes them out
And that returns to sky
Being garland of the talks

Men in the forest talk and
That is to its own voice
Animals, trees birds and faunas
Talk, may be not valueless

We all talk the subject to be love
Whichever the language
But the sound is in resonance
And that can be understood that
This love is not in heaven and earth
The basic love language is
This vast world unlimited.









DAMSELS IN DAZZLING LIGHT

The beautiful girls of beautiful feet
The clean life like water of the autumn
They were never bending for pains
They came today
To the function of love sale

There were many handsome young
Some persons were urban wives
There remains some delight
In shamelessness some times
And they had also like that

I was also there as a clown
But, Alas, by the side of the
Sad rose there were no space

Some were also sitting on floor
All of them were ready to anything
To be sold, though I could not be
So shameless, so raised a low price
May be there were some defects
Otherwise why hesitation to be gambled
Lastly a broker came and caught hand
Dragged me to crowd
Now the first time called price
One two three, so easy to sell love

So sad I was returning to the home
The sacred sound I heard in the heart
Only a person came
Wanted to know the price
Had it been up or down
There was nothing diversity
The instep of whom were clean
They were in front
They were always overcoming the
Others in lusting and that was known


To clowns and I was one of them.

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